Friday, June 23, 2017

Poem of The Week: Don't Quit

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will.
When the road your're trudging seems all uphill.
When the funds are low and the debts are high.
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit.
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twist and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stock it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow -
You may suceed with another blew.

Ofthen the goal is nearer than,
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might captured the victor's cup,
And be learned too late when the night slipped down.
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit -
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

Sunday, June 18, 2017

Happy Father's Day

Hello everyone, good day to all. How's your day today. It's Sunday and it's means it's a Rest Day and a Family Bonding and also it's a special day today. Special day for all fathers out there.

Today is a Father's Day and everyone's celebrating it. You guys how do you celebrate Father's Day. And you already greet your father?

Anyways, i would like to greet you all i mean all fathers out there a HAPPY HAPPY FATHER'S DAY. Happy Father's Day to my loving, caring, kind and responsible father of all. Thank you so much TATAY for all your sacrifices you did for us.

Thank you so much TATAY for all the years of your working abroad. We understand that you need to go far and work abroad for us for our future and for giving us a beautiful and "masaganang buhay". That's why we did our best to finished our study and give our best to be you proud of us. Thank you so much for all and for all everything. I love you so much TATAY and i always take care of you and NANAY and always remember po that i'm always here for you and to NaNay, to both of you.

Habang buhay ko po tatanawin na utang na loob po ang ginawa niyo po para sa akin at sa mga anak ko. I love you so much po, i wish and i hope god gave you and nanay a long long life and good health.

And to my two brother's Happy Happy Father's Day to both of you. I wish to both of you is happy today hland have a good day. God bless po mga kuya, always take care of yourself po mga kuya. I love you po mwaaaaaah.

And to my husband HAPPY HAPPY FATHER'S DAY thank you so much to giving us a better and beautiful life and also thank you so much for all the sacrifices too. Thank you so much to working abroad for our kids to giving them a better life. Thank you so much po. Sorry if i can't called you "mahal" you know the reason but still thank you. Mga anak mo nalang ang bigyan mo nang magandang buhay at sana wag kang magbabago sa kanila at mahalin mo pa rin sila. I know one day i forget everything and i accepted you again and i forgive you again and all the things and sins you did to me but for now the situation we have now is so enough to me. Atleast i'm not expecting anything and expecting so much. Mahirap nang umasa pang muli at maging tanga pang muli baka masaktan lang ulit. Ayaw ko nang bumagsak baka hindi na ako makaahon pa at tuluyan ko nang makalimutan ang sarili ko.

Again happy father's day to you. Hope you are happy today this day of fathers. God bless you always take care of yourself. Thank you so much.

Friday, June 16, 2017

Poem Of The Week: The Day You Came Into My Life

The day you came into my life
Everything changed;
You brought happiness,
You brought hope,
You brought contentment.

And most of all,
You brought love;
A love so amazing,
A love so powerful,
A love too beautiful
To be ever defined.

The day you came into my life
You gave me everything,
And i 'll love you always.

Wednesday, June 14, 2017

Wordless Wednesday: My Simple Souvenir/Giveaways For My Son Christening?

This is my simple but elegant looking souvenirs/giveaways for my Son Christening last May 28, 2017 that i make or create for them.

What do you think guys? It is beautiful or what 😊😉?

Assorted Towel Cupcake with Pacifer Souvenirs and simple Feeding Bottle with Pacifer and mini baby figurine souvenirs.

Tuesday, June 13, 2017

So Emotional?!?

I don't know if this is the right place and also I don't know if it's allowed here to post and to write and to express my feelings and emotions etc.

I'm so emotional this day and my mood is mixed. I don't know hehehe, I don't know the right term or "ewan" hehehehe. Sorry for my word.

Anyways, this post of mine today is so personal and so privately because no one knows my feelings except me. And this blog diary of mine is the only way to express my feelings and to say all I want.

I know once I write and say here all and everything I'm not the only one who can read it. It's worldwide and everyone can read it but I need to express it. I create this blogsite not just because I want "lang". I create this because this is my diary and my friend.

So please don't judge me and please don't bash me guys or just ignore this post of mine today. Anyways, everyone know that I'm a married person and my marriage life is not perfect and not ok (kung baga tugain Ang buhay May asawa ko).

My husband is not perfect and not a kind of man that everyone girls like and dreamed of? And he is a kind of man that every kind of "bisyo ay nasa sa kanya na". Alcohol drinker, cigarettes taker, gumbler or "sugarol" and the worst of all is he is a "chick boy" in short "babaero".

We have four (4) kids now. 10 years old, 5 years old, 3 years old and 1 year old baby. I know or we all know or everyone know that being chick boy or "babaero" is natural to all boys, single or married person. And I admit that my husband is one of them.

I always stay him because he is the father of my kids and I love my kids so much. And as a mother I don't want my kids like other family's that broken family. I know that become broken family is not easy and it's the biggest tragic to them. I don't want to hurt them.

My kids is my strength and my life. My kids is the reasons of mine why I still alive and why I want to live and trying to accept everything but it's so hurt and also trying to work and trying to back to normal although it's not.

I always trying my best to be ok and fine everyday although it's not for my kids. But this year is special and so "kakaiba" and "nakakapanibago" because after what I found and I "natuklasan" and after I confront it about what I heard and I found between him and to the person I know, he confess everything and all about them and he asked my forgiveness and he say that "magbabago" but I don't know.

I don't what I feel now and what do to know I hurt so much and because of all the pain he gave to me I become stone and no "pakialam na sa kanya". Na sumasang ayon Na Lang palagi at sumasabay Na Lang sa agos ng relasyon naming mag asawa. I don't expect everything and anything from him.

Because of my heart is broken and I feel much pain from him now it's so hurt to me to move on and to forget everything and also forgive him. I always have doubt I don't know if he is sincere and all his words is true. Or baka pinapa ikot Lang niya ako at pinapasakay.

Minsan na ako nasaktan at naging tanga ayaw ko nang maulit pang muli. Unti unti na nakaka ahon mula sa pagkalugmok at sa mga sakit. Ayaw ko na ulit maulit yun dahil baka sa susunod Hindi ko na Alam Ang gagawin ko baka tuluyan na akong bumigay at mabaliw. Yun Ang bagay na ayaw kong mangyari kawawa naman Ang mga bata, Ang mga anak ko pag nawala ako.

Oh God please help me give me a sign. I really need an answer and help. Oh please guide me.

Friday, June 9, 2017

Poem Of The Week: I've Found Someone Who?

I've found someone who...
I can love forever --- I love you so much,
Their loving ways, their caring touch,
Will stand by me when times are tough,
Never saying that they've had enough,

I've found someone who ...
Can raise my smile and decrese,
Will help me up when I'm feeling down,
When make life's worries melt away,
Providing the sunshine of my day.

I've found someone who...
Will always listen, try to understand,
Will guide me with a patient hand,
Will love me both in body and soul,
Making my happiness their main goal,

I've found someone who...
Will be both gentle and be kind,
No better soul-mate could i find,
Always willing to talk things out,
Never needing to rage or shout.

I've found someone who...
Is willing with me --- to show their life,
To make us a team if man and wife,
But most of all - i've found a friend,
Here by my side - till my life's end...

From: Cornish Poet Clive Blake

Wednesday, June 7, 2017

Wordless Wednesday: Welcome To The Christian World!?!

This is suppossed to be posted a long long time but because of my busyness i forgot to uplaod and share it here.

This is a "Tarpaulin" for my son's christening. All the pictures i used there is from my cellphone i only choose the pictures that beautiful taken hehehe.

Thanks a lot to the person who made this it's so cute and beautiful hehehe. Anyways, my little one is now a christian. He baptized last May 28, 2017.

I love you so much baby ko mwaaaaaah.
 

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